yeah, no one has to read this-this is just personal stuff that i want to write-i'd usually do this on fb, but my girlfriend is on fb, and this is about her, so i have no one to talk to about this cus i don't want her to find out through fb. not that its a huge deal, just-im new to this whole relationship thing, and it's been about 2 and a half months...so at this point, we talk all the time-whether its text messages, or calls, or anything on facebook. but yesterday none of that happened-like, i was insanely busy from 9am on-i didnt have my first break until 7pm-and she didnt know that right off-but all day i was waiting for her to call or text-cus i would have dropped everything to make time for her-but i didnt get anything from her. and at 7:30 when i finally was free, i could have called her-but i didnt. and i'm not exactly sure why not. i thinki it was partly kind of a competition thing in my head where i was like "no, i'm not gonna be the first person to call-cus then she'll think she has me wrapped around her finger" but at the same time i was resolved not to go an entire day without talking to her-or atleast texting. which, probably sounds pathetic-you guys might be like "dude, it's just a day, thats not that long at all" and i totally agree with you-but it's different when you talk all day every day several times a day, and then go straight to not at all. and it started to hurt-like i needed to talk to her-and i started thinking "how can she go this long without talking to me if its killing me-like how is she just fine with this" and chances are she was just doing the same exact thing i was doing-waiting for the other to call...so yeah-i decided to text her goodnight at 8:30-which is really early, but i figured i would atleast hear from her. except not. i waited for an hour. nothing. finally an hour and a hlaf later i get a text from her saying that she was going to be cus she has work in the morning, and goodnite. which gives me the feeling that she didnt get my text-but i was still pissed about it. so, im gonna talk to her today, but i dont know what to say-cus i have to address the whole thing, but i dont know what to say-cus what if she's just like "oh yeah, its nothing" -then im gonna know that its not a big deal for her not to hear from me, and that'll hurt. or if otherwise, well then, i don't know how to go about this, cus its my fault too. i mean, i cant be like "why didnt you call me yesterday?" and she can be like "i dont know, why didnt you call me?"...and yeah, i dont know-i kinda felt like it was her turn to call. and thats from the previous day, talking to her i got the feeling that i was getting in her way...i dont know what to do. its not a big deal, so i'm just going to wing it, but yeah.